reiki saved my life. really.

Why Reiki?Reiki saved my life. Really.   Suddenly abruptly divorced after an abusive marriage, after barely surviving a violent and traumatic childhood… I was on empty. Truly I was lucky to be alive. But was I really alive? Thriving? No. I was not...

we are exhausted

This is traumatic and emotional, and my old tools aren’t working for this. Levelling up… but feels like being pulled down.   I have been in constriction, fighting, struggling.  Feels like one step forward and plummeting...

reality shift

This feels like another reality shift, a catapult.  Contraction and then launching?I feel change crawling in like fog,I feel it before it gets here.what I know and see.I feel it coming in advance,and that’s hard to understand or describe to...

except I died

Wow.Everything feels surreal, ethereal…I think I just lived 12 lifetimes in one week.Except I died.I shattered completely to smithereens.To nothingness.Obliterated.And from nothing, there was stillness.Quiet.And then awareness and clearness.And now, the...

down the rabbit hole of fear

Vision or dream in the bathtub after a spectacularly frustrating couple of days…Ow.Ow!That doesn’t feel good.Does it hurt?  (Higher Self)Yes.Was it meant to hurt?I don’t know.Could it be something else?Maybe…Is this new hurt or old hurt?I...