reiki saved my life. really.

Why Reiki?Reiki saved my life. Really.   Suddenly abruptly divorced after an abusive marriage, after barely surviving a violent and traumatic childhood… I was on empty. Truly I was lucky to be alive. But was I really alive? Thriving? No. I was not...

we are exhausted

This is traumatic and emotional, and my old tools aren’t working for this. Levelling up… but feels like being pulled down.   I have been in constriction, fighting, struggling.  Feels like one step forward and plummeting...

reality shift

This feels like another reality shift, a catapult.  Contraction and then launching?I feel change crawling in like fog,I feel it before it gets here.what I know and see.I feel it coming in advance,and that’s hard to understand or describe to...

except I died

Wow.Everything feels surreal, ethereal…I think I just lived 12 lifetimes in one week.Except I died.I shattered completely to smithereens.To nothingness.Obliterated.And from nothing, there was stillness.Quiet.And then awareness and clearness.And now, the...

big shifts

Stop!  My head is so full I am uncomfortable.Shifts, new info, knowledge, dream-journeying (whatever that means)I have a traffic jam of informationand I’m holding all these pieces and don’t know where to put them.I am full!I am asking...

down the rabbit hole of fear

Vision or dream in the bathtub after a spectacularly frustrating couple of days…Ow.Ow!That doesn’t feel good.Does it hurt?  (Higher Self)Yes.Was it meant to hurt?I don’t know.Could it be something else?Maybe…Is this new hurt or old hurt?I...