So the question of the day…
I am certain the universe will provide for me everything I need and probably desire. I am also certain that I can manifest pretty well, almost at magic levels. But I have to be careful, because I can manifest things that aren’t in my best interest.
How do I know what is in my best interest? How do I know what is best for me? How do I know what is best in the long term, for my higher good? How do I know what is selfish and seems needy, that it isn’t deeper than that? What feels like deep love isn’t just… being needy? If I knew the rules or what was best… and nobody can know. And waiting and wishing is terribly difficult.
I don’t want to force the wrong things, just because they feel right. I can’t see into the future, or the big picture of before I got here and after I go. I hardly understand my own thoughts, feelings, and needs. I will try to listen and be patient.
Universe, please guide me to listen and be soft. To learn the lessons I need to, to become who I am meant to become, to remember all I need to know, and be love.